Crying into the queen's dress in Adventures in paradise
- Aug. 8, 2014, 6:33 a.m.
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I had the most weird-ass dream last night. Rather, more a nightmare I'd say, as I was being chased.
The weird thing is, the guy chasing me was my second-uncle. Does that make sense? if his kids are my second cousins, does that make him my second uncle? He has the same surname as i do, but I've never really seen where the blood relation lies. Anyway, so it was him chasing me, for whatever reason. I've never really had an issue with the guy growing up as a kid. We chatted here and there occasionally on Sundays at church. So, it was strange that my brain chose him as the chaser.
And he wasn't just chasing me. He had an intend to really harm me, maybe even kill. All I know is I was terrified and running from him. The scenery in the dream even resembled the farm where I grew up before I moved out of home. I even remember running through the narrow passageway between the house and the garage to escape him.
For whatever reason, there also happened to be some even happening, with white marqee's/tents set up randomly with chairs and tables.
I actually woke up in tears. I had to laugh though because I remember vividly the last part of the dream/nightmare. I was crying into Queen Elizabeth's lap, saying to her, "Please save me Queen Elizabeth. Please save me Queen Elizabeth." Yes, THE Queen Elizabeth of England was at our event, on my family's farm, whilst I was being hunted down by a crazed second uncle.
So, I've been trying to decipher the dream since I woke up. Could my second uncle have been replacing my own father? I mean, that would make sense. My dad being too cowardly to stand up to my sexuality himself, so he sends someone else to do it. Or could it have meant something else completely different altogether?
And was the Queen actually representing my mother? Why not just include both my parents in the dream? In fact, neither of them appeared, that I remember, even once.
The dream obviously has fizzled more and more as the day's progressed, but I figured I'd write down what I vividly remember about it before I write it off as completely stupid and move on with my day. The chase happened for quite a while, all over different areas of the farm, with scene-leaps that made little sense.
The dream ended with me interrupting the queen's conversation with someone and a confused/empathetic look on her face as I cried into her dress.
Only your brain, Matt. Seriously.
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