Blaspheme in Current Events

I put my castor oil pack over my lungs last night. I got a taste of what it must be like to try and sleep with a bra on. Speaking of men in bras, I accidentally added to woke supremacy the other day. Somebody posted about people not needing boyfriend or girlfriends in their 50s and I suggested a theyfriend or themfriend and it got a lot of likes and people were saying that they loved it. I was being facetious! Oops. I’m a gender extremist now.

What are my pronouns? Well, I use first person pronouns such as me, myself and I because I don’t have an unstable self-identity. Second and third person pronouns are what everybody else uses and I cannot and will not compel them to use anything because I am not a fascist.

I felt a lot better after my detox bath yesterday. I went out to do some window shopping and the weather was gorgeous. My allergies hit me again but it just made me short of breath and tired. I had a huge sneeze attack and had to blow my nose quite a bit so I am going to assume that the castor oil did it’s thing.

I used to be in a FB group that I didn’t think had a significant role in my life until my account got suspended indefinitely because I shared Russian disinformation, Hunter Biden’s laptop which now has a grand jury investigation of it. Anyway, I created a new account a year ago and people from that group have been finding me. They missed me. I was told by one of them that they were deeply concerned and worried about me. Another one just found me. I suppose I did have a community of like-minded people somewhere.

My roommate and I had a good visit last night. We sat and just talked about whatever. I’m going to draft an action plan to redistribute the costs more evenly today. We will come to an agreement and I will bring up my other issues with her. She mentioned how lazy she is last night. Also about how much she loathes shopping. She’s going to have to suck it up and be a functional adult.

That reminds me of when women try to impress the world by saying “I pay my own rent, I pay my own bills, I blah blah.” You’re an adult, congratulations?

My energy level is very low. I woke up ambitious but that died very quickly. I can barely move. I will force myself to win today. I will give myself an hour or two to lay on the couch. My body is going through something and wants rest.

What I was ambitious to do this morning was to go on Khan Academy and start relearning everything math from scratch. I still can. I also wanted to do a workout… I have all day. The weather is correct again. We are officially in spring. Once I recover from all of the synthetic fragrances I was exposed to over the last few days I will be outside a lot more.

“Men seeking pleasure when they don’t have purpose.” That’s the last thing I read before bed and it hit me pretty good. I lost my purpose. I’ve been going crazy and taking everyone with me since I dropped that physics class. I took a two month break, it’s time to smarten up so I’m ready for classes again in September.

Last updated May 03, 2023