cutting. and drinking. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so like I said. I cut for 10 yrs. haven't in a yr. and 4 months. it just. it wasn't me any more. I stopped cause whenever I did it I actually got too emotional. just another way of avoiding things. yeah i'm. i'm great at that game.

Same w/ drinking. other than SoCo and uh. long islands neither of which I've had recently. I can't get as drunk as I used to. I don't get buzzed. unless it's SoCo. it doesn't make me emotional any more. I mean I still like drinking. it just. doesn't work for me the way it used to.