it's like a part of me is missing. since. it happened. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

it's not a breakup since we're not together. er we weren't. rather.

but it feels like a part of me's missing since. things changed. I feel. incomplete.

yes bc I gave myself to him. and no not sexually. [although we did almost, last spring]. but I mean the way you do w/ friends.

my heart really doesn't like this.