SHACKELED in Living off the Grid

Hey you! Yes you I'm speaking to you. You were meant to do more then just survive you were meant to THRIVE you were not meant to struggle, to make it through the week, the day or the hour. You were not meant to be shackled by your so called friends: ANXIETY, FEAR, WORRY & DEPRESSION

I watch the news every single day and I see that our world is turmoil some people think that the rapture is near. I do read my bible every day and look for signs of the end times. I guess I have another day, the sun is out, my 50th birthday party is just around the corner like-- tomorrow. I should be excited about my party but I'm really not looking forward to it but it's my party I don't want it to rain on my parade. I'm sure my family will have fun watching the Sea fair parade and watch the Blue Angels do fly by 's on Lake Washington I will get my thrills on the wooden jet boat, and partake in all the festivities. I never really wanted to do this shindig. But it's too late now.

I know this entry is glummy and I should just shut off prosebox and crawl under my sheets and wait another year. It has been an extremely heartbreaking year. I pray that God will give me an incredible new lease on life. This year has been so bad economically for me. I have lost just about everything except my soul of course. Get to keep that of course

Well hear it goes let the festivities begin!