Orphan is the new BLACK in Everything and Nothing

My light, faint, weak you can't deny
Emotions barreling
In you I saw myself
I saw too much
You
Too weak to handle the reflection
Inside it feels like a dream

So desperately
Still screaming
We don't manage a thing
You thought that we were nothing

Self worth we burn holes of disaster
I tried to dedicate myself to you
You wouldn't have the truth

Images blackened
Soul twisted
Ill be your scapegoat
Always brother
I accept the mess
Away you send me with no regret

Burned myself to get to you
I never earned the respect
Heart twisted
Standing
Arms full of blame

One lonely soul
Life given away
Words I speak
Neglected as feelings
Relationships
Those I've been denied

Bastard father
I have regrets
Mother
You own my soul
Sisters
Just run and hide

My self worth has become its own enemy
In your eyes I will build my own grave
Family I care
Rocks I've turned just to see the smile on your face
I fight, but with you I lose and I cry
Like sand I slip between the cracks
You condescend

Nowhere inside can I be
I become the needle that you seek
Alone I am the tragedy