may 7, 2012 in The Wonderland Years: 2012: 1/2 done

'Currently: 11:40 p.m.

I woke up at 8:50 p.m. last night [Sun.] and then went back to sleep at 1 this afternoon and woke up at 8:40 p.m. I had a scary dream. [which i'll get to later along w/ another dream]. it wasn't good.

Neither was y day.

At 7 this moning I went to the park. walked around for a bit, sat on a bench affixed to a picnic table. um. Then onto Safeway where I wrote for a bit. on to King's. er............the bookstore [the $2 one by my place] and then Chipotle.

and then back to my place.

I was killing time before I went to Chipotle which opens at 10:30. bookstore opens at 9.30.

It was cold to-day in the 40's. Yes in May. we get cold days in June too. apparently. according to my mom. So I went out & after 2 mins. of being out I realised I really wanted my other coat.

oh. god. wow I've forgotten to mention this. [wow i'm behind. i sound like my mother]. Back in........Dec. I think it was I got a new coat. Eddie Bauer. long, black, down but not 'marshmellow'--y. so I don't look giant. It's really warm and comfortable. I wanted black bc I look good in it and it goes w/ everything. and it's classy. and classic.  The legnth for warmth. It has a detachable hood and it's machine washable.

I still like it.

so yeah. That's the coat I ended up wearing today. And I was glad I did. since as said it was cold and cloudy and gloomy. and all. that.

At Safeway I sat at Starbucks and wrote for a bit. that was nice. it seemed really early. And then walked around the store for a bit up and down the aisles. bc sometimes........I like to do that.

On to King's where I also. walked around. And had chai and a blueberry muffin while watching tv. repeats of 'Anderson' and 'The Drs'. that was nice. sat in this comfy leather chair. my god. it smelled good like cologne. reminded me of James. I did not want to get up.

On to the bookstore where I also. walked around. One of the staff there referred to me as 'miss'. miss! I almost never get referred to as 'miss'. i like that. he was nice, unassuming. quiet. That bookstore usually is.

It was 10:40 by that time.

So then. On to Chipotle where I sat and wrote for about 2 hrs. I did a crapload of writing. got most of it done. I needed to. so that helped. came back v. cold even in that coat. [apparently I should've worn my cords instead of my regular pants. cords are warmer].

came back slept, like I said. had a scary dream, phoned James.

So yeah it was a fairly productive day.er. morning. but not a good one.