loneliness in book 1

Feeling lonely right now. It sucks...but I suppose I brought it on myself. Work has been sucking too. Blah, I'm not giving up on this mess I've made of my life though. I can still figure it out I know I can....though I'm sure it looks pretty pathetic to any outside observer...but Still..."start where u are, use what u have, do what u can"(attributed to Arthur Ashe). Gotta start somewhere. Btw for those few who might be interested my baby sister gets married a week from today.