Mercury Microwave in Current Events

I have another 5-day weekend. I changed shifts around so that I can make it to my grandfathers funeral. I was originally only supposed to work 4.5 hours for both of my scheduled shifts but I was asked if I could work later. It’s getting more and more brutal. I hope I get that call about the full-time position by my place. Just want to know the score already.

I had a good talk with my boss about what has been bothering me there. I brought up my issues with her as well. I have a meeting next week with her boss to discuss some of it. I may or may not have shot myself in the foot but I don’t think so. I don’t care. I had to let it out. Maybe it’s the mercury retrograde lol

Speaking of the mercury retrograde, Mike swung by the store to visit on Monday. I was shook to my core and didn’t think I would be so rattled. I didn’t cross paths with him. When I reached out to my boss through our communicator she was immediately worried by the sound of my voice. I don’t normally show pain or fear. I explained the situation and got to do paperwork in the office. iLame. He used to work on our team and was toxic. He was abusive and I made a harassment claim when he crossed a line and my boss told me that the investigation into it was the deepest one they’ve ever performed. Long story short, he literally wants to murder me. He’s an old man I can take him.

The astrological theme seems to be about letting go. My chart is heavy with Scorpio and this eclipse is really making me wonder if I this job is a good choice. It’s a quick fix, yes. Everything is supposed to be changing in my 10th house, career, because I’m a Taurus rising. Jupiter, in may, will have me expanding into whatever choices I make. It’s in my tenth house so this is a big deal. The career I have isn’t necessarily the one I will be expanding into. My boss and I discussed my performance today and what my future was there and it was weird because I am trying to invest all of it at a different location. Actually, the 10th house is not just career but about status and reputation. My meeting aligns with that so maybe it will produce something positive.

Speaking of Taurus, I did a science experiment on my roommate. (She’s a Taurus). I called it “Voidus Snackus.” I wanted to see what would happen if we didn’t have any snacks available. Would she starve to death? As those are her meals. By Saturday we completely ran out. Well, I had some hiding in my room. She went through 1.5 cartons of nutmilk and ate cereal all day. Saturday she heated up two packs of gardein vegan chicken strips. At least it’s something! Sunday she cooked for us. Her midnight snack attack though, I don’t know what she all cooked but she destroyed that kitchen. She made stovetop popcorn, that much I figured out. She left me the mess which I refused to clean. I picked up groceries and made sure there were some snacks. Once again, my passive aggression backfired.

I don’t know what my roommates rising sign is because she doesn’t know the time she was born yet but I am confident that it is Aires. If not, Aires heavy. She’s self-centred, hotheaded and impulsive. None of which is good or bad. Just an observation about her personality.

I wrote on the whiteboard in the kitchen a little chart that shows how much I have been spending which details how I am being screwed. We shall see if she says something. It’s a bit passive aggressive but I gotta do what I gotta do to get the conversation started. She has been slamming things and stomping around since she got home. We have two Taurus energies being passive-aggressive here lol.

I have 99 problems and this full time position fixes all of them. I can afford this place on my own. I could kick her out if I really really wanted. I’m going to try to manifest getting that call tomorrow. I’ll throw my resume around some more, blah.

Tomorrow my cousin and I will go to the celebration of our grandfather’s life. Thursday is the funeral. It’s a heavy week. I am handling it well enough.

I been craving game of thrones. I might just restart the series for no reason. I could do better things with my time. I am trying to read a book but my unchecked ADHD won’t let me focus. The goal is a minimum of one chapter a day.

Anyway, maybe I’ll go mix myself a stiff drink to take the edge off. I feel kind of dazed and flustered and just a lot of things.