HΞRI⍭AGΞ in Current Events

My day got better after I wrote my previous entry. I got better I should say. I picked up my grandmother and then went to my mothers for a belated Easter dinner. My sister brought the portrait of a Native chief that I misplaced when I was staying with her. She found it in the garage. It’s taken quite the beating but I’m getting it reframed, the picture is still intact. It was a gift from my father to his mother. He passed away and when my grandmother was on her deathbed she wanted me to have it. As well as the watch on her wrist which I am going to get repaired also. A part of me wants to lay it in my grandfathers coffin with him. I won’t.

After my whining on PB I felt a little lost. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I exercised a bit in my room. I did all the body weight exercises that I suck at. Practice makes perfect, so they say. My shoulder is wrecked again. I’ll book an appointment with the osteopath tomorrow for the following week. I can do twice the amount of pull-ups now I noticed. I’m definitely building strength. While I was exercising I had a eureka moment. I need a brand name, so to speak, to help build my content for the socials. It’s nothing special but it finally hit me, Heritage. I had a random playlist on and that word stood out.

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It’s not going to be a small project. I’ll have to start with a website and then go from there. The goal is to just serve god (others) and the truth. It will just be philosophy, in a captured essence. I am a product of the times and I am going to talk about what I am witnessing in the world. I see shamans of the times popping up in this turning of the age. In this area of the truth movement, those who hit the bottom of the rabbit hole and discovered that we are all united under god and his word (astrology), nobody is talking about the medical inquisition we are in the middle of. That will be my sphere of influence. Assuming anything comes of it. Astrologically speaking, based on my natal chart, this is where the cosmos doubles down for me and what I am to expand into. Blah. I mustn’t second guess myself here.

I reached out to my cousin Crystal to see if she was going to our grandfathers wake and/or funeral. I was going to offer to drive her and go with her but she beat me to the punch. I was beating around the bush, as they say. I told her that I can’t fit all 7 of her kids in my car. She is only bringing her baby. It’s going to be interesting to see them all again, my dads side of the family. Most of them haven’t seen me since I was a child. I won’t know who anybody is aside from a handful. The majority will know who I am. My father was the favourite of all 13 kids. He was charismatic and generous. I don’t think he was a great man but that’s another story. They used to get emotional whenever they saw my face. It made my sisters and I uncomfortable.

I really want to connect with my cousin Adolph. He turned his back on the family church and reconnected with the Ojibwe traditions. I want that connection. There is no animosity about it. His father is a pastor at the family church. My grandfather opened his first church on our reserve when my grandmother passed away. He had since moved it to the city. My grandmother was very spiritual. Had a very powerful energy. Very very powerful. I can’t stress that enough. Her love is all you could feel when she was in the room.

Today I have brunch with the girls at the falafel place. I’m going to hit up the Forks and check out the crystal shop. My inner guidance wants me to get moldavite. I’ll check out the Native American shop while I’m there. Get some sage or something. I feel like I have to work with some energies. Also that I need to get take on a creative project. Instead of being destructive while in my feels. I’ll research how to build a website, etc.

Anyway, on with my day then.

Last updated April 23, 2023