I talked to my husband a little bit about my feelings. He said he thinks he understands and he is going to try to be more aware of my needs. It was a decent talk and I feel slightly better.
We broke the rules yesterday and he took me to Home Depot to pick out the shelving units (cubby-like book shelves) I wanted for her. He dropped me off at the door and I had to go right back to the truck when I finished picking out what I wanted.
I've been laying here/sitting here thinking of all the things I wish I could be doing and I'm becoming easily irritated. I have a list a mile along to get done yet nothing can be done! Ugh. It stresses me out.
I've also become increasingly nervous about delivery and pregnancy related topics. What if her lungs are not ready? What if I tear? What if I have a c-section? What if she stays in me longer than we think and I have to take part of my maternity leave as unpaid leave? What if Mike is tired of no-sex and goes and finds a girl to cheat on me with?
I better just read and nap.
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