I Know This Much in Me Being Me

Whe I do complain there is a real issue even though you don’t think so. The reason I am so sure is because I look into the furture and not just right now. And I know some things do get worse and then I complain even more. Like the crack in my laundry room. it’s now wider and longer and I can see the cement crumbling in places. And I can see the wall in the laundry room that has the water damage and mold on it that it looks like the mold is getting darker even though the issue has been sealed because the rain leaked threw for so many years. And there is no heat in that room so it’s not really that dry, even though it does look dry. And I see the crack in the corner of the wall getting longer and wider and there is a crack at the bottom of the house on the cememnt part and that crack is getting wider and bigger. But these cracks won’t get fixed because the ground is moving. And yesterday I showed hubby the bottom oven elemnet and how the redness is not at the conection and he said when it gets about half way around tghe elemnet it will need to be fixed but for right now the oven works and that is enough. But at least he has seen it and did some eelxplaining even though I know the element needs to be changed.
I have also noticed that the black in the hall floor it’s getting darker and the lines are getting longer so it seems.
I was told when I was 10 years old when I had my heel cords lengthened that the best thing for my feet is to walk bare foot. And I did for a lot of years. I never did have slippers that I actually wore and my feet seemed to be better. But now I have remenents of mold on my hall floor and I don’t dare walk barefoot to the bathroom or even take my slippers off in the bathroom because the air is filled with mold. And when I have a shower I step on the bath mat.
I am still waiting for the new filter to be put into the furnace it’s already a month that it should have been put in but I wonder how much longer I need to wait to have a clean filter.
I have a question for you? I have a lot of dust comming from my heat vents and I am wondering if the dust should be dark black or gray if it’s gray and on furniture then that is just regualr dust right? the darker dust is from the air vents right?
Until I moved here I have never ever had so many issues with a landlord. I just can’t believe the attitude she has and she really doesn’t care. All she cares about is the money and what she can buy and get for herself. In the 9 or 10 years that I have been here she hasn’t replaced anything with brand new or had anyone fiox anything major. The only thing she did reaplce was the fridge and the dishwasher and the oven but all of those were used and are in poor shape and needs to be serviced. Don’t get me wrong..I don’t mind good working used stuff but I don’t want somethiung that is damaged and waring out. So I am just waiting for these things to stop working just so she has to waste money to get different ones. Which means she has less for her and her different cars and trucks and road trips and boat. But I need to be here for at least 5 more years so I will just let everything break and say “It wasn’t me” or “I don’t know”.
I need to just let her do her thing and tell her things need to be fixed. But what I should do is wait till everything needs to be replaced because it’s just too broken or there are no parts for it. Everything I have there is no parts for because the items are just too old so they have to have after sale stuff and that is sometimes more expensive then the brand new stuff.

Onto something else…

Dinner tonight I thing will be my famous liver or boxed fish. I really don’t feel like chicken or pork chops it seems that we have those a lot.
And not much is happening today but tomorrow I get to go to my new dentist so that should be fun.

Well, I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated April 17, 2023