Ugh in 1st

I intended on being up early to go do something's in the city where the OBGYN is but I decided to spend some time with Rocky instead so after a shower we went to get grub. By the time we got back and he was laying in bed again it was nearly 11. It's only 11:30 now and the morning seems to have flown by. It's the last day of vacation. I have to go back to work in the morning and face the music....my boss wants me to step up and become a trainer in canning. It is a majorly large machine that I know nearly nothing about so I will be working in canning for the next however many weeks getting a crash course by "Tom" who does speak English well...it's going to be lovely.

I have that ultrasound today, the appointment is at 3:15.

I am a anxious, scared, hopeful....there is most definitely something wrong just...I hope there is something to physically see and that can be fixed so I don't feel so stupid and crazy. I really hope whatever it is he goes over with me today instead of making another appointment for next week or whatever.