I Am Okay in Me Being Me

yesterday while I was starting dinner I triped over my heating pad cord and did a rel number on my knees. I didn’t cry but man it hurt like hell. I haven’t triped like that in a few years. But I got so mad at the idiot landlady because I wouldn’t have tripped over it if the heat was where I liked it and heat was comming out of the vents. So I blame her. And I realized yestrday that the tempature of the room is either too cold or too hot and there is zero heat comming from the vents and I can’t understand why So every morning I put on my heated vest at the lowest tempature because I get a heat rash otherwise aand I am still too hot wearing it. And my heating pad is also too hot on my tooshie so I am always getting up and doing something.
Ireall dislike it when I have to pay money to keep warm. So I got smart and I am using her money every morning by truening the oven on to somewhere around 500 degrees. And I keep the oven opened and when the room gets hot enough I turn the oven off. usually somebwere around 8 am. So today I turned the oven on at about 4 am. I can only imagine how much her electricity is and she is an idiot and hasn’t figured out why or even asked me. And wehn and if she does I will just say “I don’t know”
I told hubby last night that he has to tell the landlady to quit thresting eviction and to not talk to me for any reason and she is to call before she comes here. I really hate it how she just starts talking to me and then she says something that really upsets me and I can’t fight back and defence myself or give my reasons. So I would rather say nothing. But the thing is if something happens like a flood I won’t be telling her hubby will when he gets home from work. So I will try to make sure there is nothing so she doesn’t have to barge in. But the thing with her is she just starts talking and I get distracted and then whatever I was doing I forget about.
So how does that saying go? Silence is golden and treasure it when you can. And so far I have except for the other day.
This morning I woke up with another headache. I am starting to think that they are either a side effect of my medication or from the mold but whatever it is I need to find out why. Sometimes they last all day and that is really frusturating and other times they last about two hours but I always need to take something for them. And my headaches move from one side of my forehead to the other then they are gone. And they are never in the same place.

Onto something else....

For dinner last night I mad Trukey drum sticks in my air fryer. They turned out really good but i couldn’t eat all of mine so there is left overs for hubby. Tonights dinner I am thinking spagettin and meat sauce and I will let it simmer for a few hours. And plus I have everything I need for it.
And today II need to do some laundry and some general clean up and then not much else has to be done.

Onto something else....

Well, I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated April 12, 2023