More catch up tmi really in 1st

For those who have read me and know the deal here I realize this morning that I actually kinda left 2 thing out of the "stressed out" entry. First off so the fact that Rocky switched jobs because he's buying me a ring and has deadline for a final payment and if he didn't he wouldn't make it and lose this "amazing ring" he's designed for me. He settled on his back and put nearly 10,000 in a 3 month cd at a local credit union. Doing the math with what he bought after the settlement and what he put back/ says he owes....the ring cost him around 2500.... Should be fucking amazing...that's a lot of dough....anyways....I digress.. He quit Wendy's last night right before I left out with Scott so I really didn't have time to add that to the list....I don't know I'm not really that stressed about it but....his new job is at wal-mart at night...I worry about his back and the time we spend together.

The other thing is far more TMI but I feel it is way bigger than Rocky's job. You may know that I have rather odd me strap cycles. They come randomly and either stay way longer than they should or barely exist. Then they will seriously be 3-6 months apart and worry me to no end because...babies and medical issues and if find just enough relief to keep me from getting checked....till that day.....

The day I met up with Jim. I started bleeding I was all like yeah! And it was kinda heavy....and a Thursday night. I'm working Fridays Saturdays and Sundays now mind you...so it was pretty shitty really. Friday went fine but Saturday I way bleeding through a super tampon and well onto pad in an hour....had to have a lead take my place once an hour the rest of the weekend. I swore Saturday night if it was still that bad Sunday afternoon I was going to the hospital....and I did after calling one of the nurse hotlines and finding my insurance card. Just to be sure I wasn't over reacting...

The checked me out and prescribed some birth control to be taken oddly (2,3,2,1 as the bleeding improves) and the bleeding stopped. I went for an exam the 3rd before leaving for mi...litterally had my stuff in the car and all. ... The dr. Was glad I wasn't bleeding so he could do the annual exam but had to make an appointment for an ultrasound. In the meantime I missed a day and started bleeding... Discovering it's going to be just as bad when I run out of pills as it was when I finally decided to go to the hospital. This is a problem when dealing with work...not so while I'm on vacation....so.... I'm letting it go...think I will take one of those pills today to slow it down a little but other than that I'm back to crazy bleeding....trying to get it out of the way before I go back to work the 18th.

I'm tired, everything feels like work...iron pills help and I feel the need to eat more frequently....I am seriously miserable but, it would be way worse if I was at work so....bring it on... As long as I'm sure it will be over before vacation is.