My brain is broken in Torridaussity Two

There are days when I feel normal and can function normally and then there are days it’s as if my brain is broken. I’m broken. I start therapy on the 23 its virtual. It can’t fix my broken brain though, covid really messed me up. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost at sea on a life raft with a slow leak, I know I could be saved,but also see that I might not make it.