Welllll in Into the looking glass

  • July 7, 2014, 6:03 p.m.
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I'm back, and I'm pregnant. Holy effing hell, this is like the biggest surprise I've ever had. I've been told my entire life...well since I was 13 or so. Conceiving a child would be impossible. When at age 25 I slipped into early menopause or what I thought was early menopause. I just figured when the time came I'd adopt. My bf and I do not use protection, we both are each other's only partners we've both been tested regularly. I figured there was no way I'd ever get knocked up. I do take hormones to stimulate my ovaries, and who knew they actually worked. Even now almost four weeks later I'm in disbelief. And I'm 3 and a half months pregnant..I had no effing clue. How did I find out? Well I had some medical testing done, one of the tests requires taking a pregnancy test to make sure theirs no baby and the testing can be done. Imagine my surprise when the nurse sprung it on me I was with child. My bf was surprisingly ok with the news he's 34 I'm 36, I didn't really have a huge window to try to either have a child or adopt. He luckily just changed jobs, he will be making twice at this job than what he made at the last one. My parents were..albeit a little disappointed I'm not married or exactly settled and still working my shitastic job but they've come around. Although I'm due in mid January and I'm due to finish school in December. My plan is if this kid cooperates and stays put till then is to finish school. Take my three month paid maternity leave then quit, during my maternity leave hopefully I can find a job. Most of the jobs I've come across are from home which will be perfect. I'm still expecting something bad to happen so we've only told family and a few friends. No morning sickness, I feel yucky if I don't eat though. And eat eat eat is all I do. I've had some cramping tightening feeling but the doc said round ligament pain? Boobs are sore as a mother, and holy hell my libido bf likes that part. Well I'm going to make myself eat something and head to work


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