So today..... in Life Of I 2014

I am writing a lot more lately. Today has been alright so far. She just informed me that she is going to take a shower and leave. To do something. We have a quarter tank of gas that has to last till Thursday. That's it. We are flat broke. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm getting depressed. I want a cigarette and I don't even smoke anymore. I want to smoke weed. I don't do that anymore. I'm just so run down. I've been busting my ass trying to make her happy to help her feel better. Like on the 4th I went out and bought deli sliced meat shredded lettuce hoagie buns and may to make home made subs. You know what she said about it? She told me that next time I shouldn't get cheap meat because it tastes cheap. No thank you. No gratitude. Just how I should do it better. I used the rest of the money on my credit card to buy that food and she just fucking demolished it.

Shes coming in i gotta go