The next step in Torridaussity Two

Well the service was beautiful today. We said all our final good byes and I know we will all see her again in heaven one day. I was so touched by my friends and surprised as well. Two years ago when my grandfather passed away not one came to the memorial service or sent flowers and it was winter and I understood. Today however two friends came and also had sent flowers which are in a planter. They are real flowers still growing so I can keep them as a memory for grandma. During this time I have seen how kind and caring people can be and also how neglectful those that say they care the most can be. The up side of this is I was never alone during this time and am blessed with some amazing people in my life. I am working on focusing on those people and on myself and making me happy. I hope this was just the awakening I needed to take control of my life again, the control I have left slip over the past year. Thanks again for all your love and support.

Last updated July 06, 2014