Big sads in 2022

Been dating him what, almost six months now. He’s here on a work visa, for 17 years. His boss informed him that he is on borrowed time with his company. He is on a time clock to find another job quickly. Once he’s let go, he has just 60 days to find one anywhere in the country that will sponsor his visa or go back to his home country.

I’ve got the big sads.

On one hand, I want to sever ties now and begin a healing process (I’ve got some feels).

On the other hand, I want to soak up as much time with him as I can while he’s here.

I hide the level of my sadness from the fam but they know it’s gonna be a thing.

Good thing spring and summer are coming. I’m going to need the garden therapy again, I can feel it. I’m already grieving a loss that has not even happened yet.

Maybe I should call that therapist, too.

This is not how I saw this situation going last fall, not at all.

Last updated March 06, 2023