Sick day. in Since OD is shutting down....

So we woke up, showered, ate breakfast and my daughter went to school. I talked to my friend on the phone and was getting ready to head over to my PT appointment when the school nurse called saying my daughter had a fever and a rash on her mouth so they were worried about hand, foot, and mouth disease. I went and picked her and up to get seen by the doctor. They said she’s got some pus behind her left ear, which probably was the cause of her headache yesterday and she has the start of an ear infection. They said to just put some antibiotic cream on her face.

It was like a 2 and half hour thing by the time we got home because we went to get her medicine but they were out so we had to go to another place to get it and then stopped at the store for a few things. I was going to make a new recipe but I forget cheese ravioli so I have to make something else. It sucks that I thought about it at the store but just completely spaced it but I did manage to get just about everything else that we needed. It’s pretty cold and dark today so I don’t mind staying in I suppose.

I am upset that I missed my PT appointment and we have a job fair going on today that I wanted to attend. I know I could call my Mom and ask to sit with her so I could go but it is like pulling teeth getting her to actually show up. I just start to feel really down that there’s always something that comes up to prevent me from getting a job or even looking for one. It just makes me worried about what’s going to happen once I do get a job because I need a job that’s going to be understanding when I have to leave.

My daughter should be good for school tomorrow. I have counseling in the morning and want to get a couple of other things done as well because not everywhere I need to go is open on Friday and my daughter doesn’t have school this Friday. It’s nice to get stuff done while she’s at school. She’s eating just fine, drinking and just watching tv. I’m glad that we caught the ear infection early.

I’m still thinking about the money I got from CS. I just know that he’s probably pretty furious because he was hoping to just waste that money. He’s not just pissed that I received it, but that he couldn’t weaponize it like he’s done before. I also know he probably had the money ear marked for another trip to go do whatever and plenty of nights out at the bar. I just hope that the money wasn’t from him possibly getting married and it belongs to his spouse or he claimed a dependent where he told someone he’d give them some of the money because even if CS wouldn’t have taken it, they wouldn’t have seen a fucking dime.

I think it’s more possibly that he claimed a dependent than getting married because he can’t get along with anyone long enough for that to happen. I won’t be surprised if at some point I get a message stating I got someone’s taxes. Well, I know that everyone around him has to know that he doesn’t pay his CS and that there was a good chance for this to happen. The money rightfully belonged to my kid and I’m not going to feel bad about it. This guy has made 1 payment in the past almost 2 years and doesn’t pay shit unless it’s forced. People want to fuck with a deadbeat that’s one them. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes.

He’s also very manipulative and probably told someone that if he claims one of their kids that they’ll get some money too when he knows damn well he wouldn’t have just handed someone money. I myself have just drove him to wherever he wanted to go and watched him just blow fucking money until it was gone. It’s crazy to me that he can owe so much in CS and not even consider making a small payment, doesn’t have a car, doesn’t have his own place and he never considers using money to help his situation. I’ve seen posts on Facebook where people have given him rides far away to attend certain events and he’s to pay them back and never does. I remember almost 3 years ago giving him a ride and never saw any money. Like this is just the shit that he does.

I know he’s probably pissed that it was intercepted and it’s like okay but do you ever consider me being pissed off that you go years without paying even $10?! This guy gets to be out here living his best life with zero responsibility to his child where I can’t even plan to get my teeth cleaned unless she’s at school because he won’t help with her whatsoever! I’m missing my job fair and PT just today because she got sent home! He’s NEVER had to deal with any of this or have a kid to worry about!!