From Friends to ? in Me Being Me

These last 20 years or so I have had a lot of so called friends. You know the ones who you can call and ask how they are or the ones who you go out for coffee with or just for a walk. All of those friends of mine have dwindled away and not sure what happend. But I do know the ones that are on my face book page I do talk to them once in a while.
Here is a question for you all? If I needed your help and you were able to help me would you? I know of one friend here who would because I have known them for more then 20 years.

Onto something else…

I woke up this morning feeling better but I am still coughingand my nose is still plugged up. My mom says I sould “nasilie” but I can’t tell. And I also woke up cold which meant the heat went lower so I said ” You fucking bitch” to the landlady then I called her a “cheap bitch” and put on my heating vest and my heating pad.
The reason I take naps and go to bed as early as I can is because the heat is at a decnt temapture and I can actually get a few hours of sleep and then when I wakr up I am not as tired as if I went to bed at like midnight. But what really sucks is when I can’t sleep after 2 am or 3 am and I am up till hubby goes to work. I have tried to tell the landlady that my sleeping is out of whatch and she just tells me to go to bed later. Well that might be okay for her but I get tired and when I do I need to go lie down. She just doesn’t understand how I work and she is trying to change me. But what she should have done is raised the rent every year for the last 10 years then the bills wouldn’t be so hard to pay. And right at day one she should have made us sign a lease saing we need to help with the gas and electricity and give us 1/2 control of the bills. I just hate the idea of something not working right and there is nothing I can do to get it fixed because she decides to go gallivating around the world with her Truck / trailer and puppy
Oh and I have been getting her mail so it won’t get stolen and I have noticed that she needs to pay her propery taxes and part of them are late now. And because I am not sure when she is going to be back then the rest of them will be late along with her taxes. But I did find out her property taxes are going to be $10 thousand dollars. For someone who bitches about how much she has to pay for living in a house I can’t understand how she has this kind of money. And I think her renting part of her house just adds more expenses to her already pension which she is running out of money as things get more expensive. This is why I don’t own a home. Because I know I could never pay the taxes for the home and knowing that when I rent I don’t have to fix anything.
The landlady has asked me how would I be able to afford to fix major problems like mold or water damage and I told her that I am smart enough to have save the money for these things because I know that something will happen and I will need to fix it. But then I save money differently then anyone else because I always look outside the box and always think about what worse can happen and this way I know I have the money I need.

Onto something else…

I should find out later today if I have covid or not and hubby will test again. He is hoping the first two tests were a false positve and then he can go to work on Tuesday. But I think if I have covid he won’t be allowed to go to work so we will see.
My son said he spent most of yesterday sleeping and he still has to take another covid test so hopefully today he is feeling better.

Onto something else…

Well, I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated February 12, 2023