109 days until Graduation!!! in My life

I’m having this thing where I’m trying to finish my last semester of law school as quietly as possible. Talking to no one. Networking is huge in this profession? Too bad. I HAVE to cut myself some slacks or I’m going to go crazy. I wish I could spend all my time on internship work. I love that crap. Not the pretentious bunch that is law students. I’m swearing off LinkedIn. Not going there anymore. If I care just a little bit more, my head is going to explode. Right now, my favorite things are helping real clients and learning things. I don’t care for any of the additional bullcrap. Not journal. Not leadership. And especially not networking.

I think I would even love studying for and taking the bar exam, more than this.

Small business transactional might be the work for me? Or civil division of the government?

Feeling kind of overwhelmed. Feeling slightly jealous of these web developers who get to work from home. Anxious. How am I going to have a baby and also make enough money to pay for my sister’s tuition? These times that I’m so mad at my parents for doing everything to hinder my intellectual growth AND ignoring everything I do to help my sister.

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Should I start applying for job? I don’t know. 109 days until graduation. Can I work part-time while studying for the bar? I don’t know. People do it. Probably not, I shouldn’t risk it. Failing the bar would be even more expensive. Plus I need to visit my sister the last week of bar exam studying.