Weird Spaces in Current Events

I wrote about a name that I heard over a month ago. One that I am hesitant to say out loud. It’s a beautiful name and it echoes in my mind frequently. Since then, I have been manifesting quite a bit. Nothing good, per se. My sister tells us that she is pregnant. I secretly wished that she wasn’t having a baby with her garbage partner. Now it’s a risky pregnancy. Things like that. I do continue to see synchronicities and experience coincidences which I am conscious of. I think I discovered what it’s been adding up to.

For over a year, I have been collecting things that have been resonating with me. Then it dawned on me that I was building an altar. As soon as I realized that, a table perfect for an altar went on clearance at work. I haven’t done anything with it yet, beyond putting it together. I decided to look up this name yesterday and suddenly my newsfeeds, across all of my socials, blew up like never before full of her. Long story short, in theory, I am being called to work with this “deity.”

At the bottom of the rabbit hole is the word of god. Astro logos, astrology. We are the word made flesh. As above, so below, etc. The Bible, like all mythologies, teaches the science of light. Matter isn’t material, it is mind. It is light, which is conscious, slowed down. Everything is torus fields. It is force and motion in an exact state of equilibrium. We were taught that everything is substance, we ignore the energies that make it so. We are in an electromagnetic field and the field is god.

Planet earth is the plane of inertia, inside that torus field. We are in a giant photon, in layman’s terms. Our consciousness, or soul, is a torus field and its plane of inertia is at the heart. The heart is the seat of the soul. Heart and earth are the same word. This temporal plane is the lowest form of creation. Saturn gives us conditions because in counter-space, the astral plane, the spirit world, we have no conditions. We cannot expand there so god gave us theatre, the ether. We can have experiences and expand here. Expansion is the meaning of life. The more we expand the more the cosmos expands, which is god.

God is incomprehensible. It’s the Generator, Operator Destroyer. We mustn’t make it a particular. It isn’t separate from us. It cannot make something separate from itself. It is subject to the same laws it created.

Everything is energy and frequency. There is a CIA document that talks about how the human brain is capable of changing frequencies. This allows our consciousness to connect to higher dimensions. Long story short, witchcraft is just playing with energy. It’s nature. Being too close to nature is evil, to the antichrists. The Christians.

These deities, these demons and spirits, I don’t agree that they exist literally. It’s allegories for psychology and then some. We understand the concept of the conscious and subconscious. The subconscious is the higher self. The one that exists outside of this temporal plane where it has no conditions. That is where our thoughts, emotions and our dreams are. There is time and space inside a dream. Everything in that dream is you experiencing you. This reality that we are in is like a dream. It is consciousness experiencing itself. There is no light without something to reflect off of, no consciousness without something to be conscious of. In that sense, we are made in gods image. We are in a hologram, a game if you will. Becoming a bridge between the two planes, between space and counter-space, is what all spiritual practices were doing. This is what a spiritual was all about. It translates to a breathing ritual. We can interact with that higher self. Which is what I think Wicca and witchcraft were doing.

However, whenever I try to explore content about the matter I can see that a lot, if not all of them, who are teaching the art are not… well, the mind and body have to be clean to reach higher frequencies. These people are big, bloated, witches with questionable mental health states. With everything esoteric, there is too much water-sign energy. Too much emphasis on feelings and belief systems. I need information to be practical and presented as it is. These people frustrate me with their kumbaya, and woo-woo, raise your vibration babble. It is science. Vibration is electrical, it is physical. We don’t want to vibe, we want to radiate. Magnetism is GOD, magnetism is magic.

Our bodies have to be alkaline and electrically charged, for starters. This vibration these false new age gurus speak of is the electrical energy in the spine. The serpent, the dragon, the kundalini. When you break light up, you get seven colours. Snow White and the seven dwarves. Those are the chakras, the shock-ras. The seven seals. At the base of the spine is an oil which a germ grows once a month. That oil is the christ within. That germ is gift from Saturn. We heave that up to our pineal glands. Up the 33 vertebrae, Jacobs ladder, the Jordan river. It mixes with salts and then we become a point of singularity. It connects both sides of the brain. Our bodies fill with a blue light, Krishna blue or Aztec blue, which is God because god is light, it is regenerative. The blind will see, the lame will leap, and the dumb will speak again. We become demigods or god-men. We can repeat this process and live for thousands of years. This journey is for all of us, just not in this lifetime. We can only get it started. We have to discover the ways of old which we did hide in plain sight. We knew that time is not linear, it is cyclical. We would be asleep until the age of Aquarius. This work was only for the initiated. These Freemasons stole our heritage and they use it against us. We are spiritualizing our own prison for them. God is soul trapped through us, so to speak. In the absolute end, we will win.

My inner guidance keeps bringing me to weirder and weirder spaces. This deity, this energy or space in my subconscious wants me to work with it. She’s very Saturn to me. I’ll say the name, Hecate, or Hekate. From what I gathered, it’s about achieving balance, boundaries and discipline. There are dark aspects as well but I don’t want to take the left-hand path. She wants me for justice and karma. I know a few Wiccans, I can ask them about how to get started. I may or may not do so. Not following the signs seems to lead to more drama and upsets that put me back at a crossroads. So to speak.

Anyway, whatever. Back to “the real world” I go.