"Localized" goals-- 156 days counting down in My life

Okay, I really need to focus today. Make it GOOD. Today is my first reading day.

I’m just going to read all the way through. No point trying to summarize or outline now.

6:31 AM. Until 7:15 AM, I want 35 minutes of studying.

9:00 AM and I’ve been a Quora-surfing idiot. Why didn’t I care about my studying?
9:16 AM now. What did I do? I wanted so bad to study so hard today. Okay, until my love comes home at 5:30 PM. I want 8 hours of studying. Result: 2 hours 45 mintues short. It’s been a disappointing day. Very very disappointing. I barely got anything done. What the heck is this?

I really need a miracle. Sometimes miracles just can’t happen no matter how much deadline-induced adrenaline you have…

9:48 PM. 2 hours of studying until midnight.
12 minutes short. I need to be more focused, like this.

I did not make good my first reading day.