NoJoMo Day 29 in NoJoMo 2022

How was the month of November for you?

Extremely stressful, disappointing and full of deep dark depression.

This was not a good month.

I kept telling myself “take a deep breath, it’s a bad day, not a bad life” but a whole month of it is insanely exhausting and drains the energy like crazy.

No motivation to carry on, working just enough not to get fired and hating myself everyday.

Am I being ungrateful? absolutely.

life’s at a very lovely transition right now and I have no need, no immediately tangible dangers. In fact I’m indulging in ridiculous luxuries and spoiling myself.

But why is that not making me happy at all? Is the discomfort of confronting my failures poisoning the well?

I’m gonna slam the brakes on everything for the next month and pick these battles up again in Jan 2023.

Reboot 2023.

Last updated November 29, 2022