"Localized" goals-- 167 days counting down in My life

Why is it that before every argument, I was so convinced that my husband was too oblivious of my needs and absorbed in his own goals, and after every argument I regret the things I said/asked for and wonder what more could I want from such a kind, generous guy?

I need to practice communicating my needs effectively.

I’m taking a break from memo writing and trying to do the ambitious thing of reading 35K words within today. Or, I’ll get as much as I can in 3 hours.

Also it’s Advent and I’m swearing off Quora.

2:04 PM: 32K words left.
3:19 PM: 28K words left
5:31 PM: 22K words left. I WAS ABLE TO READ ONLY 6K WORDS IN 2 HOURS? HOW IS IT POSSIBLE? What a failure I am.
5:41 PM: 21K. I’m done. I’m too sleepy.

I’m trying my new way to outline now.