December currents. in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

Current Annoyance: Oh what a surprise. Its my idiot brother. Let set the stage. Friday. He and his daughter went shopping, my mom messaged him a few days ago saying when you are done message and we will come down. He doesn’t reply and basically gave him an ultimatum. 5 minutes before that, he messages, BUT for some DUMB reason he thought they were coming up here. We have never had thanksgiving here. So i ended up just dropping off the turkey (Slow cooker turkey breast is really good though NGL) and stuff and my mom said “Just to gauge a reaction, tell him I fell, trying to see if he would be like oh is she okay? (She didn’t fall) and to say she has been having trouble breathing which IS true. (Weather, forgetting to turn her oxygen level down) and all I got was an “Oh no” (For the fall) and a harumph (for the oxygen) no sense of worry no sense of anything. Oi vey. Schmuck.

Current Bane of My Existence: Eh. repeat annoyance. My brother doesn’t have a soul, and not like Legion either.

Current Book: Just started Reckoners firefight. Excel is Awesome, I wish he didn’t die.

Current Clothing Thoughts: I want some new Packers long sleeve shirts.

Current Color: Blue, Magenta pink.

Current Crush: Tali Zorah vas Normandy, once and forever and ever. and ever, ever and ever and ever.. and ever and ever and still ever. Never change Tali. (yep) x4

Current Drink: Nothing. I still really like that coca cola dream light. That’s good.

Current Excitement(s): I had a couple good days of gaming.

Current Feeling: On a scale of 1-10. I’m at a 3.

Current Fetish: So this is funny. I’ve been logging my thoughts and feelings about my 80% sure bisexuality and how it interacts with my gray aceness. Here is the thing. I still find a bit of physical attraction (or better yet, aesthetic attraction) and I think this is one of the things that I find attractive and kind of is a fetish for me TBH.. but Androgynous guys. My goodness. Yeah. lol. That’s my fetish. Don’t want to boink one but i can drool.

Current Films: uhm I watched starship troopers the other day and funny story, there was a Animated series back in 99 or 00.It was on one of the FAST apps. I tried to watch it and my goodness. It was really really bad CGI, even by 99 / 00 standards. I could only watch one episode it was that terrible.

Current Food: I had a lot of yummy food today, it was a friendsgiving type thing and yum. a lot of good food..

Current Goal: I haven’t gotten any play testing in sadly, but I think i’m ready for the next set of playtests of Rails, and Logistics I want a 2 player test because I am scared of the time. (And I haven’t had any play testing done, Blargh) I’m awful at this. I need to do stuff. again. I I want blind play testing. I don’t want to be near rails when its being played next) (Sigh)

Current Image(s):

This game has the CUTEST artwork ever.

Look at this derp and a noodle.

Feets!

Current Indulgence: Nothing..

Currently Listening To: The packers season disintegrating.

Current Love: My friends, my mom, Macaroni, and the Pomfies.(has not changed x6)

Current Mindfork: Christmas is next month holy carp.

Current Mood: Normal meh.

Current Music: Nope.

Current Music Video:

Fun music from my favorite xiv raid series.

Current Outfit: Pajamas.

Current Project: PLAYTESTING PLAYTESTING PLAYTESTING. (I need to push, and push more and more)

Current Self-Image Thoughts: UGH x6,000

Current Slang or Saying: Keelah Selai and Bosh’tet. I have been saying “For the love of carrots” as well a lot.

Current Song Lyrics: Nothing.

Current Triumph: I started navigating this whole bisexuality thing decently.

Current TV Show: Just watching the packers season disintegrate.

Current Wish List:
These board game related items:
Imperium Horizons
Dune Imperium: Immortals
Sidereal Confluence expansion
Ultimate railroads (I might get those bottom 3 for christmas so that’s cool)
Maybe Flamecraft (That game was just ADORABLE AS FORK)

Video game items:
Triangle Strategy
FF16
Live a life.
I dunno. I think i want to start another Mass effect run. I came within inches the other day, but I decided to play something else, kind of been holding off until football season is over but i’m so picky when it comes to video games anymore so merp) Hopefully Eleven will come soon as well, so i can play that solo and with others.

Other bits. So that r4r stuff has bared a bit of fruit. Some dude from boston messaged me and we have been talking. I know nothing will happen because Distance but he’s been cool. And someone else messaged me from saxonburg which isn’t far from me but his reddit profile is basically empty with no comment karma, so we shall see. (He did send a pic, kind of cute)

Nothing else really going on. Packers got torched, Rodgers is hurt and its time to reset for next year.
Blargh. Time to yeet Joe Barry.

That is all.

Keelah Selai.

Me.