11/23/22-Later in 2022

I’ve been trying to psych myself up to shower all day. Mom is picking me up hours before the meal, so I don’t have to get fully “ready” before she grabs me. I’ll probably just do what I always do? I’m not really trying to impress anyone and since my sister died, I’m kind of over doing a “look” on the holidays. My sister and I used to get ready together and get super dressy (sometimes we even had matching dresses).
Now the question is…do I shower tonight or tomorrow? And, I’m bored again.
My movie just ended, so maybe it’s shower time now! Or… maybe it’s bedtime now and I shower in the morning?