"Localized" goals-- 176 days counting down in My life

Slept from 8:30 PM to 5:12 AM today. Of course it’s 6:19 AM now and I haven’t started any studying yet. Gross. Aiming for 45 minutes of studying until 7:05 AM.
Goal met.

And when I get to school, I want 1 hour and 30 minutes of studying. No, make that 1 hour and 45 minutes.
Maybe I should allow journaling time during study time. Not too much, mind you, but I really just need to LET MY ANGER OUT so I don’t bother my husband as much.

I feel like his love for me dies a little every time I talk to him about my stress, because I have a tendency to blame.

I think if reading is making me tired, I just need to slow down the reading but KEEP GOING NONETHELESS.

Result: 18 minutes short.

Classes ended at 12:05 PM. It’s 1:49 PM right now and I haven’t done anything of substance. Okay, until 3:49 PM because I have a stupid meeting, I want 1 hour and 45 minutes of studying. 21 minutes short.

I forgot my water bottle at the library. My water bottle, I’ve had it since before law school. It is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. When you’re extremely unhappy, little things like that do push you off the edge.

Very annoying. I need my water. I have to come back on Monday and ask the library lost and found.

Please, let’s do an inventory. I have it pretty good in life. Maybe I’m not doing AS WELL AS I COULD THEORETICALLY IF NOTHING EVER GOES WRONG AND NO MISTAKES IS EVER MADE but I have a lot.