"Localized" goals-- 181 days counting down in My life

I spent an hour in bed after waking up (i.e. gaining consciousness in the morning). I have trouble getting out of bed right after I wake up.

Oh well.

I can’t let my math studying slide so far. It’s been a week since I’ve done anything. My law school semester is coming to a close now so things just get SO busy. BUT it’s my dream to be more than I am right now so I HAVE TO WORK AT IT? Or could I be making up during winter break? Nah.

I think instead of alternating cals and precals by the day, I should do it by the week. Today is Sunday so I should start with precals.

I want to continue.

7:58 AM. Until 9 AM. I want 1 hours of studying.
Result: Goal met.

11:42 AM. I want to study for 6 hours, and do so by 6 PM.
I have so much work to do, you know?
- Complete Quimbee MPRE review
- Complete my Contract Drafting assignment
- Complete my Ras hearing assignment

I worked so much the last two weeks. Stupid work.

36/60 questions correct to get a passing score on the MPRE. Think I’ll probably make it? Yeah I guess.

Result: 3 hours 8 minutes short of my goal. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate myself.

7:27 PM. From now until midnight, 4 hours 30 minutes of studying, and I better do it for real.
I have to pause my math stuff, just focusing on finishing the semester. I NEEDED the math before because otherwise I couldn’t summon enough interest to get through my law school work. Now, I have the adrenaline to get me through. Plus I read on reddit about how hard it is to get the MSEE from Coursera so Imma like, I’m so discouraged. but still, I want so much to be important. I want to matter. I want prestige. So… still keeping it in mind for now.
Result: 1 hour 19 minutes short of my goal. Wow just wow. How did it even happen?