"Localized" goals-- 183 days counting down in My life

1:24 AM. Planning on another all-nighter. (partially). My mom said she would kill me if I did all-nighters but admitted she did it when she was in school too. Mom is super hypocritical like that. Criticizing criticizing criticizing that’s what she does mostly. I think for most of her life it’s just out of habit now. Cultural habit I guess.

Okay. Until 3 AM, my goal is 1 hour 30 minutes of studying. And it would be nice if I get this memo done.
About 9 minutes short of my goal and then I fell asleep. Funny huh? I’m melting my own brain for something that I hate.

Memo not done. Stupid me.

Husband took me to school today instead of just the bus stop. I’m very grateful.

8:39 AM. 20 minutes of studying until 9 AM.
Met goal.
Until 10 AM my goal is 58 minutes of studying.
I have to stop early but I am at best 15 minutes short of my goal. I ate my brunch.

1:01 PM I’m so screwed. I look for stupid porn again. Okay. From now until 5:30 PM I want to put in 4 hours 10 minutes of studying/working.
Result: 1 hour 1 minute 8 seconds short of my goal. How did that happen?

Last updated November 12, 2022