"Localized" goals-- 184 days counting down in My life

1:15 AM. I could hear the neighbor snore. I can’t work on anything (not because of the snoring, just in general). Okay, until 2 AM, my goal is 43 minutes of working.
Met my goal, yay! This has been my most effective productivity trick so far.

Well I feel asleep. Woke up at 5:30 AM but of course I didn’t get into work mode right away. I just need to get through law school. I REALLY just need to get through law school.

6:19 AM. Until 7:10 AM, I’m working for 50 minutes.
I made it. Best study strategy ever!

I made it to school but spent 20 minutes just stalking people on LinkedIn. Just torturing my green-eyed monster, you know?

I told my husband that I want nothing for my graduation. I’ll just take pictures for the sake of my parents. That’s it. If it hadn’t been for them I wouldn’t even bother going to graduation. I want no celebration, no party, no gift. Law school has been such a deeply traumatizing experience that I would rather pretend that it has never happened at all.

9:00 AM. From now until 10:00 AM, I’m having 59 minutes of studying.
Result: 2 minutes 33 seconds short of my goal.

If I’m loathing Contract Drafting right now, what makes me think that I would love Business Law Clinic?

12:30 PM. Until 1:17 PM when I’ll have to pack up and leave, I’ll aim for 35 minutes of studying.
You know what I hate? Killing myself for something that I’m not even interested in.

I have it pretty good compared to my sister. I will always support her. I will keep going, keep trying.
Result: goal met.

Capre diem, seize the day. Let’s do it. Just keep going. Keep trying. Get through this. I can do this. Well I’m killing myself and my social life for something I don’t even like BUT I’m hoping to make enough money to put my sister through school.

3:58 PM. I want to take off at like, 5:25 PM. So, goal is 1 hour and 20 minutes studying. Result: 3 minutes short. Not too shabby.

I never have study time between my commute home and 9:30 PM. I’m afraid I’m gonna be ruined because of this. At least I have more study time over the weekend than before, I guess.

Oh well. 9:34 PM now. Until midnight, my goal is 2 hour 15 minutes of studying/working. Result: 26 minutes 46 secs short of my goal. Because I took that power nap.

Ended the day with some good crying. I’m pretty sure my husband didn’t care. He hugged me but he was wishing I would just stop so he could go to bed in peace. I stopped crying and slid out of his arms without saying a word.