"Localized" goals part 3 in My life

Ah, my life. I’m not getting as much done as I want. I think instead of reading softcore porn like I usually do to distract and numb myself (quick, easy dopamine rush– extremely harmful and addictive to your brain), maybe I’ll read more math and physics. Engineering even. I’ll either be following my true passion or I’ll find out that the grass is really not greener over there after all.

Yeah I’m so screwed. But I’m so bored. I’m mainly motivated by my pride. I can’t fail because that’s not what I want people to know about me.

But I will, and it will hurt.

1:52 PM. Until 5 PM. My goal is 3 hours of studying.
Result: 29 minutes 51 seconds short of my goal. Goofed around with the husband. Got distracted.

Sigh. I’m so dead. I should be more worried, yet I’m not. Darn it.

6:48 PM. Until 8 PM when husband returns, my goal is 1 hour 12 minutes of studying. It’s crazy how I barely do anything yet take all day to do it.
Result: 14 minutes and 19 seconds short of my goal.

Why is there so much reading these days?

Husband is not yet home. Where is he? I hope he’s safe and just having fun with his coworker.

8:17 PM. Until 9 PM, my goal is 40 minutes of studying.
Result: 7 minutes 28 seconds short of my goal. No Husband.

9:07 PM. Until 10 PM. My goal is 48 minutes of studying.
Shoot I forgot to run the clock. I think I was pretty focus though. Maybe 7 minutes short of my goal?

10:07 PM. I think my husband is coming home soon. So, until 10:30 PM, my goal is 20 minutes of studying.
Result: 1 minutes 4 seconds short of my goal.