Still a mess in Torridaussity Two

I finally talked to my doctor about getting into a counselor or psychiatrist and got the information from the referral program and the first place is a 1-2 month wait and I don’t think I can wait that long. I am literally am crying at everything or mad at everyone or hurt easily and I can’t live like this. I am so stressed over the move and the house and my arm surgery in December which I pray is the last thing I need done from the covid aftermath aside from my lung care. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I need to be packing, but want to stay in bed and hide. I am over everyone and everything.