Happier in heaven in Journal 2022

I just feel overwhelmed and I have no one else to talk to. I tried to make friends on campus, I tried to go to the movies and I’m flaked on again, I’m done trying. I just wish deep inside I just get rest. I’m tired and i give up. I cant have a conversation with a man without them wanting to see my tits. I’m at a breaking point I’m always physically ill now. I’ve used all our medicine for it and sleeping pills just to get normal sleep for a few hours. I’m feeling done here. I can’t continue like this but I have to. I’m just going to sleep it off.