It's a dive bar-save the game-You drink and you sit in A new beginnging.

I finished OITNB and GOT today. That means I will be waiting about a year to see any new episodes of these shows. Tough day.

But today was a big day. I did more EMDR work today, and at the end of my appointment, Kelly Jo said we could start booking appointments 2 weeks out. I know that this is a great sign and I should be proud of it, but it was still a little bittersweet. At the time I was thinking that it seemed really fast, but then I thought about it and realized that it has been over 2 months. It's a good step. And I didn't quit!!

So I have been talking to a couple people now that I rejoined the online dating thing, but there is one that I am really excited about. Which obviously means it is going to go really well and then a couple dates later it will just fizzle out..haha but we are in the same industry and blah blah blah but holy shit, he makes me laugh. I think why I get so frustrated with dating in general is because you have to weed through so much SHIT to find anything worth your time. But I guess the same can be said for a lot of things.

I think about the work I have in counseling and through EMDR, and this makes me that much more excited for the next thing. It makes me feel a lot more confident that I will be going into it at ME. Not the stuff that was weighing me down.

My big line today was, "I am my own back up plan." I love it.

Week 4 training starts tomorrow. I am intimidated. I have decided to just man up and run through the shin splints. Cause I am tough. Ha!