Dreading the start of the school year in My life

I simply hate it. Last year, I was actually excited. I thought I had it all figured out and that I was going to do well. First semester was okay. Second semester was so NOT okay.

I dread it. I hate it. I feel like no matter how much I try, something outside of my control will go awry and leave me with a bad result, pretty much like last semester.

Screw you law school and all your hiding the ball B.S. It’s not even fair. I sound like a wimpy child right now. Hey, who knows, maybe it is fair. I just won’t make it no matter how much I try.

My grades depend on the caliber of the people around me. Who does that? It’s just encouraging scheming and calculating. I don’t even want to take the classes I like for fear of grades. Stressful just doesn’t capture it anymore for me.

I guess I’m just not good. I just can’t stand it.