Annoyances in My life

I tried to meet with two therapists who worked for my school. Both times they were like 10 minutes late– to a 30 minute- call. No they did not make up for lost time. It’s kinda confirming my distrust in therapists. My therapist whom I’m on call with right now not only was late, he’s being awkward and silent. Like what? Well, I mean they are not bad people but they’re just people. People with BAs and MAs. I have a BA and an MA too, in philosophy. That alone doesn’t indicate anything.

Oh now his dog is in the zoom call. Joy. I’m not a dog person.

Now he’s yawning. This is just really ridiculous.

Internet is bad. This one is my fault.

Therapist is a nervous and fidgety guy. Oh wow.
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So much complaining. I feel like I’m wasting my time search for help when there is none. I tried therapy once in 2019 for grief and that didn’t help.