OCI interviews are done, at least in My life

I’m not going to get ANY job from this. I already know that. I’m just glad to be done with them without having made a big fool of myself once. They were okay. All the hearing appearances this summer at least got me to have an easier time talking. Worth it, I guess. Thank you, God.

I feel like I should find more opportunities to talk in public. Or just talk, with a prepared speech. It makes interviewing so much easier… But I just like to work for money. These days I don’t have the strength to volunteer anymore. I just have to make $$ to support myself first.

I just want to work civil and transactional. I don’t know why. I’m drawn to them. My dream job would be to work in contract or real estate or business, something like that. Why not criminal? I just don’t know. Am I just drawn to money and prestige? Probably.

I’m having so much difficulties doing work right now. So much.

Maybe I need a dictating app. To write my emails.