bit of broken, but suddenly better lol in Second 1st

I kind of wish I would have posted last night. … Sammy said he was going to be eating out with a friend for dinner so I suggested to same to Rocky. This is the first and only time we’d eaten out this week so that was good.... besides we now both have dinner for tonight.

Sometime today I’ll cook up the fish and set it up for grab-and-go meals… I’ll end up eating most of it but that’s fine. Fish and rice is really high on my faves list for meals.

Jake called while we were eating dinner and I missed it.... then he called again and I didn’t miss it. He was having double vision and waiting on his mom to come to get him and take him to the hospital :(. That’s it like… okay… what could it be, you’ll be okay.... a tad worrisome but I’m sure he’ll be fine. We ate and walked around the bargain store next door. By the time we were done in there my mind was telling Me Jake could be having a stroke. Got home and put away groceries and gave him a call....

can’t remember.... can’t remember what happened next but....before I went to bed I was believing I might not see him on my trip next week and that there was something seriously wrong as he was talking about a hallucination that he’d had on the way home from dashing yesterday and being admitted to the psych ward....

I cried ya’ll.... I’m not awesome with disappointment. We are well acquainted but we are not friends. I sat there with tears trying to encourage Jake not to worry about me while he’s in there. .... for however long he needs. I got up and went to the living room, told Rocky about Jake’s status.... and that I would likely not see him while I was up there. I can’t say that Rocky was HAPPY but he seemed relieved.....

and because of that, I’ll try not to share the good news. I woke to 3 voice texts… The first was him telling me he’s waiting on test results and he’s in some cloth underwear. The second was talking about how the doctors figured out it was reactions between a new med he was put on and something he was already on causing anxiety, hallucinations, dry mouth, mood swings, and dehydration.... Sometime around midnight, he sent me one more saying they were leaving the hospital! As I typed this out he called just now. I answered “you should NOT be awake (15 to 5 there)”“I had to pee baby.” “And you are going back to sleep right?” “yeah, I just wanted to call” “Call later, sleep now.”… so he’s going back to sleep :) Last night was rough so he needs it....

Rough for me too.... got 4 hours… woke up with a migraine… took meds… a tad better but I’m headed out to see what I can make today.