How DARE HE in Journal 2022

how dare he even say that. He’s a liar, I tell myself this anytime I wanted to crack in tonight’s conversation. He’s a liar. He left you alone. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t care about you at all so shut the fuck up and never, ever show weakness. It’s hurts deep down but I won’t let this happen to me again. I was single for 13 months last round, I can do triple. I can do quadruple.

Never again. I refused to cry like last time. I won’t throw up or let myself care. No matter how much my headaches worsen, the sicker I feel I won’t be weak. I won’t let that liar in he promised and he promised me and he took a knife and stabbed me in the back and twisted it so much.