He says.
You want me to feel alone. You want me to feel ignored. You want me to question where I stand with you and constantly worry. You want me to feel unloved.
Yep. Been there. Since he has learned of my infidelity, he has been on an emotional roller coaster. I'm trying so hard to accept it. Some of the verbal abuse I have to walk away on, but I dont question it. My problem is not being able to fully sympathize. I have felt where he was. He has been emotionally shut off to me for two years.. And in those two years he cheated.. A lot. admittedly. I know his pain of feeling inadequate. I'm not using that to justify anything although it does sure sound like I am.
I feel we both need space and time to healand to figure out if we really do want to make this work. We have been so busy with life these past two years.. And we have put each other through a lot yet never having the time to deal. We are both getting started on new careers. I think we are both considering to allow this abuse and torment because we fear change.. Ugh idk. Day by day I suppose...
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