GROSS GROSS GROSS in Journal 2022

I want to try sexting again for J but it feels gross. I don’t like being turned on, sorry, it’s just gross.

I went to a specialist for my health issues and I was lost and I just wanted to go home. I hate it, I stayed for hours and nothing got done. It was just utter chaos and so so packed.

I’m just to scared…and worried. I miss J and we just talked a bunch today. J worries. That I’ll be codependent and I get it. However, it’s cute when J depends on me.

J is the person I just wanna watch 24/7, follow around, feed, hug, etc. He’s a living teddy bear and I wish I could just have him all to myself and just stay with him the entire time, just us. But that would never work or happen.

Last updated May 13, 2022