Getting back to Prosebox in My life

I really want a public journal. A public anonymous journal. I don’t want to just write in a locked Word file. I feel more “heard” and “seen” when my journal can be potentially read by many. I think Prosebox is perfect for me that way. I’m very impressed with Prosebox too because I’ve read a number of impressive proses from this site. Normal people who write so well when they are writing from their heart.

Anyway, I am scared, though. I am scared to be discovered. On the one hand, I crave the “public” nature of this journaling site. On the other hand, I have been doxxed before (thank you, siteowner Josh, I did not know there was a word for it. It has ruined it for me. I just don’t feel safe anymore. I am typing these lines here and worried.

I just really need a journal, though, a public journal. I need an outlet, and I will explain why in future entries. I haven’t written in a journal in a long time. But I’m scared, because of that past experience. I’m not sure what to do? Should I just screw it all, whatever? My doxxer can just read my thoughts when I thought I was speaking anonymously? The experience is just so painful, so yes if my doxxer is reading, yes I intend to let you see this.