Warped Mindset in Journal 2022

I’m doing it again, doubting myself. I had a good week, weeks even, but this weekend has been bad. All I think about is our conversations And my fears.

I applied for fall 2022 classes, if everything goes according to plan I should get my associates, May 2023 but due to failing who knows.

J is on my mind, I’m scared he’ll leave. It’s unreasonable to feal but I just do. I just do. Apologies about the shortness, it’s around 3:30 am and I’m so so tired. Sorty.