Heavy Discussions and Mental Distress in Journal 2022
- May 1, 2022, 2:37 a.m.
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J and I had some hard talks today.
He worries, that he not only makes me happy but depressed. I guess, maybe. I don’t know but I love J alot, he’s the softest, kindest, man I’ve ever met. I had to take a hot shower hours later to process this among other things we spoke about.
J stills feels guilt about dating me. I was born 18 year old he took on a protective, older brother role over, i get why he’s upset. But man, I just love him and I wanna shake him when he suggests he’s a bad person.
I spoke to serenity/kaguya about it on insta and she told me to just put my foot down and share my true feelings. So I have, I told him I appreciate what he’s done and I get it and I’m thankful for him being there for me.
And like always, he kindly said he’s happy being t.
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