in utter confusion... in General musings

Spent much of my day on the phone with F on and off. I'd missed the first call on the cell at 8:30 and he texted at 8:40 that he'd tried to call a couple of times. I said, 'when?' then, 'oh i see the missed call.' So, he called.. .and i answered. He talked about the weekend..he went "hiking" not "biking"...and I do think he went alone. He was hurt because the ex fiance did not acknowledge his birthday and said something like, "I'm done, I don't even care anymore." He was up to old tricks where he calls things "mine"...like, "I'm drinking 'your' strawberry water" that I'd left there, and "turning on 'your' air conditioner." And that one of my sign on names is his sign on for a website. During one of the later in the day calls he said, "I miss you. I miss seeing you." I said, 'I miss seeing you too' and of course, he then goes into his Andrew Dice Clay routine, "But I'm ovah here now, and you're ovah there now." But I probably will figure out a way to see him soon. I know it all solves nothing...but....I don't know what you call what we've got, but we've got it.