well it's not like i don't. not, trust him at all *evan* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

I've just. never completely trusted him. so it's not like this is new, or anything.

I've just never thought about it this much. cause I didn't want to. cause I knew it would hurt. and suck.

if I didn't trust him at all. then I wouldn't've told him about. what happened. about 'that'.