Random Rage in Current Events

I feel enraged over nothing. What else is new? Toni, my roommate, has no life. She has no hobbies and no interests and does nothing. She’s always home and it makes me feel smothered randomly.

She is awake when I go to bed, awake when I get up, getting ready at the same time as me, coming home from work at the same time as me. I’m locked in my room on evenings because I need to be alone. Even that is not enough, I still have to be mindful. I spend my Saturday’s mostly locked in my room waiting for Sunday to hurry up so I can have a day alone. She works on sundays.

She started going to the gym, that’s where I thought she was this morning when she left. I brewed some specialty coffee so I could perform a coffee enema and then soaked in a hot Epson salt bath. She then comes home and I’m just so over it. I won’t perform that while she is home so I dumped it out.

She made some snide comment the other day about conspiracy theorists having nothing better to do with their lives and I bit my tongue. People with that mentality are cognitively defunct, they couldn’t produce an original thought to save their life.

She literally does nothing better with her life. She can barely do things for herself let alone think for herself. She’s got toxic codependency and needs everything to be done for her. Her entire existence is built on trying not to feel alone. She refuses to accept that she is alone. Has to be high every waking minute.

She questions nothing, stands for nothing and falls for everything. She’s got alopecia which is getting worse because she wouldn’t even research an experimental category of medicine before she took it. She only took it because she has zero self-esteem, let alone a sufficient amount of self-respect, and wanted to make her family happy. Now because of her wilful ignorance, she is going to have AIDS. My government isn’t hiding that but she’s too good to perform her own research.

“People will believe anything on the internet” says the defunct idiots with underdeveloped discernment skills. Reminds me of this old joke about the best way to rid the world of idiots is to remove all warning labels and let them take themselves out. Now here we are. These freaks will believe anything on the news.

I don’t know how my rant about Toni turned into a rant about the real covidiots. The world isn’t safe, we aren’t in control, governments lie and hurt people. How is this taking so long for adults to see this? The truth isn’t hiding anymore, people are just hiding from it.

Anyway, I’m going to have to clean up all of the dishes in the kitchen. Then the appliances, get the groceries and put them all away while she lays around and does nothing. Contributes nothing.

Tomorrow I have brunch with the girls. That’s something to look forward to. Anyway, off to the races.

Last updated April 02, 2022